To my angel...

The moon in your eyes tonight...
The way the dress moves against your skin...
The way you look into my eyes tonight...

Lets move tonight,
Lets dance to the music in our souls,
Lets make tonight,
The first night,
of the rest of our lives...

The pulsing in my veins
as you walk into the room
and into my heart,

And even though
I have yet to meet you,
I still feel you out there,
I know this love in my heart
is for you...
whoever you are...

So lets dance tonight,
into the stars in your eyes,
and into forever,
Lets make tonight,
the night,
Some day....

To my love,
Whoever ,
and where ever ,
you are,

My heart and my soul... are for you...
-Mitchell

Shall I let myself love?

my soul yearns for light but has only known darkness,
my hearts voice silenced y the shadows of my life,
the glimpses i feel of purity and right,
are all but reminders of a fleeting light
the pain inside is all I feel
Yet it is by my own hand

The freedom from my cell
is something I must give myself...
free for my own convictions and self loath
Freedom from my own hatred,

I seek the light but end up only deeper in the darkness,
The love once felt is still buried deep,
with ones broken heart the thought of more pain,
is unbearable,
So even as I lie to myself saying it will be ok,
I will find the light again,
I know the truth

The truth that the light is still there
where I abandoned it,
the light waits for me to just look up
and feel the love and brightness that I once knew and loved.
when did I loose my soul to this darkness,
why do I condemn myself to this blackness,

how to free myself...
the answer is simple,
the action is impossible,
it is to forgive...

Shall I forgive my sins,
shall I return to the light,
shall I free my soul from these chains...
or damn myself to this...
is the light worth the pain,
of acknowledging my sins, my brokenness, my hate...

Shall I let myself love...